Friday, October 2, 2009

Seriosly Reconsidering

**Incoming Transmission from the depths of Bouli's mind**

I am beginning to regret going to a university.  I think it was by far the stupidest thing i have done.

Why?  Well, i am pretty smart, probably smarter than some (not bragging, there are tons more smarter than me) and the fact that i have to take Grade 10 Classes AGAIN for Freshman year is just pure crap.  It is not worth the hassle.  I am only going to University to please my parents.  That is it.  I have nothing to learn in University that will benefit me in MY chosen path of life. 

You know what i would rather be doing instead of wasting my time learning what i learned in Grade 10?

-Working a job, making some money
-Join the Army and serve my country
-Meet new people and hang out.
-Start a net cafe business.

ALL THESE ARE WITHIN REACH.  Nothing stops me from achieving these things.  People go to University to further ones education for a specific course.  Biology, Medicine and Engineering.  I do not want to be any of these things. 

Plus, i am factoring in how much my mum has to pay for something i took in Grade 10...This is unacceptable to me. 

As a Freshman i am also forced to take classes which i am NOT good at.  Biology is a nightmare for me.  I hate it!  I do not want to learn about cells, and mitochondria and organs! Why should i learn these things NOW!?  How will they benefit me?  My life does not need this useless information.  If i want to learn Bio, the internet will do just fine.

The first payment is due, October 7th.  I am considering dropping from the University before then.

Also, the stress, its too much for me.  I am about to frigging kill myself. Its only day two of University, and after 8 classes of Grade 10 REPEATS, i was gonna just drop. 

THEY PUT ME IN REMEDIAL ENGLISH FOR GOD'S SAKE!  If there is one thing i KNOW i am good at, it is ENGLISH!  I can speak and write and read English!  I do not NEED Remedial English! 

You know what they are teaching me?!  How to use fullstops.  That is what they are teaching me.  No. No. No.

Enough of my rant. My decision will be made eventually.

**End Transmission**

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